One Blessed Girl :)

June 13, 2012 -- Friday. And yes, Friday the 13th which was, according to some, brings bad luck. 

I was rushed to the hospital because of the pain I felt on the lower right side of my stomach thinking it was appendicitis. It was painful but I was more nervous about the diagnosis. I don't want to hear the doctors say that I have to undergo an operation.

Good thing, the doctors said that I have to undergo series of tests first for them to know what's behind the pain that I was feeling. They  told me that it may take a while for us to know the real reason because I am a female and it may also be on my reproductive side and I believe them. Anyway, they know better than me.

Medications. Injections. Expectations. For three days, that became my routine during my stay in the hospital. The pain slowly subside and I am really praying hard that I don't have to undergo an operation. Doctors are checking me regularly and explaining what was happening. Appendicitis was still their diagnosis but some things must be cleared out.

Monday morning, my OB-Gyne doctor told me that everything is clear on their side. I have no problem with the tests I have undergone regarding my reproductive system. On the other side, I have to wait for the surgery part of my tests. 

Afternoon came the Surgeon and told me that I really have an Appendicitis but luckily, no surgery is needed. Urinary Track Infection (UTI) caused my appendicitis that's why it is swelling. Fortunately, medicine can still cure it and I can go home and rest.

I am really blessed that I have surpassed another trial in my life. I am more blessed that I don't have to deal with it alone. During the time that I was in the hospital, I felt how loved I am by everyone. From my family, friends, officemates and other acquaintances, I know that I have people whom I can count on to; people who prayed for me and wished for my healing. 

June 13, 2012 -- Friday. Friday the 13th which was, a day of blessing for me; the day that made me realize how blessed I am to have people around whom I can count on through thick and thin. 

One blessed girl here:

RIP, King of Comedy

You loved a lot. Your family and friends know that.
You suffered a lot. We all know that. 
You lived worthwhile. God knows that.

83 years of living for the laughter of others.
83 years of living for Filipinos.
83 years of living for others.


Now that You are in God's hands, we all know that you will no longer suffer.
Now is our time to give it all back to you through prayers.
Now is our time to thank and salute you.


John Puruntong.
Kevin Cosme.
Marcova.
Pidol.
Father Jejemon.
King of Comedy.

Rodolfo "Dolphy" Vera Quizon, Sr., 

Thank you for decades of laughter.

May you Rest in Peace.

      xoxo

How to Truly Forgive our Enemies

I read this post from Paulo Coelho's blog and thought that it's worth sharing:

FORGIVING YOUR ENEMIES

by Paulo Coelho

The abbot asked his favorite pupil how his spiritual progress was coming along. The pupil answered that he was managing to dedicate to God each and every moment of the day.

“Then all that’s left now is to forgive your enemies.”

The young man was shocked:

“But I’m not angry at my enemies!”

“Do you think God is angry at you?”

“Of course not!”

“And even so you ask Him to forgive you, don’t you? Do the same with your enemies, even though you don’t feel hatred for them."

“Those who practice forgiveness wash and perfume their own hearts.”

Need I say more? I guess not.

           xoxo

Meet Yani :)

Okay. I am writing this despite the busy-ness that I am into right now. Haha!

I just want you to meet Yani, a child I met last week who is worth knowing and made me appreciate life more (the reason why I want to share her story to you).

She is Loureanna Marie R. Sadiwa but she wants me to call her YANI. She is a 4-year old girl that I met last Wednesday when she came in our office with her mother to request for financial assistance.

Seeing her wearing mask gave me the idea that she's sick and I am right. She is suffering from Acute Lymphoblastic Anemia or simply Anemia. The good thing is, it is an early stage of Anemia that's why continuous Chemotherapy can still sure it (hopefully).

Another good thing: Yani doesn't looks like she is suffering from an illness. She is very cheerful and brave. Though she doesn't know the serious part of what she is undergoing right now, she feels positive obout her situation.

OUR CONVERSATION

NOTE: Yani seriously speaks english (nosebleed talaga ako ng bongga. haha!)

ME: What's your name (ayan kasi, sinimulan ko. haha!)

YANI: Yani. But I'll write my fullname. (she then wrote her name as I gave her pen and paper) .

This is what she wrote

ME: You're really good and don't look sick. Are you really sick?

YANI: Yes, the doctor puts needle on my hand and everytime the doctor do that, I'll cry. But last       time, the doctor put another needle on my hand and I didn't cried, I just said "Ouch." 

ME: Wow, you're so brave. I wanna be like you. I'm afraid of needle and doctors. You're braver than I am.

YANI:Yes, I am brave and I will not cry because I want to go back to school.

ME: I know that you can come back to school soon because you're so brave. Do not cry anymore, okay? I know that Yani will be braver and braver as she grows up.

YANI: Yes, I will not cry anymore. I will only say 'ouch' to the doctor.

ME: Okay. Visit me again when you're not sick, okay? I'll wait for you.

YANI: Okay. 

Yani is truly an inspiration to anyone. While talking to her and looking at her face, I told myself that I am truly blessed that I don't have to fight for life as much as Yani does. More than that, she made me realize that I really don't have any little right complain about my life.

According to her mother, Yani is really brave. From all those children who undergo chemotherapy, doctors said that she is the bravest and strongest of all. Her hairs fall at times but she never became bald. In fact, her hair is as strong as she is. Maybe, it is God's reward to her for being brave.

I know that Yani is still young to think about complaining or regretting the life she has right now. Nevertheless, I am still inspired by her because of the thought that in her young age, she knows the essence of bravery and still manages to smile inspite of her condition.

Dear Yani,

I may not be able to see you again. You may also not be able to remember my name but what you taught me will forever be my guide in dealing with hardships and trials in my life. I know that you will survive and you will completely be healed by our Father in heaven. Thankyou for proving that HAPPINESS IS OUR CHOICE. Thankyou, little sweetie! :)

       From your ate who learned a lot from you,